Social Recluse

I am a complete contradiction of myself. People call me a "social butterfly". There are times when I am very social and want to fill my calendar with plans with friends and family and just see and talk to everyone. Then there are times where I just want to take a big eraser and wipe my calendar clean and move away to the northern most point of Maine, by the sea, live off the land and not tell anyone I ever moved. I'd bring the Hubby and kids of course. I couldn't live without them. But seriously, What is wrong with me?